Sunday, September 27, 2009

Have u ever think that u can like several person in a time? perhaps the different environment? diffrerent personalities? and different ages...shhh..... don tell me... think urself.

Im sure u all doing it. shh..... no need to confess or deny or defence! it's all up to u.

Lets say, the world is going to collapse in coming 2012 like wat they had predicted.

What u did so far?

yes, i did a lot. I met with my gang of frens who they know how important they are in me.

yes, i have a lovely devil family... without them u guys wouldnt hav a fren like me.

yes, i found true love which i though "that's the true love" when i was 16, 19 and 21.

yes, i did some crazy things with frens, different gang of frens do different "crazy " things.

I laugh, cry, smile, hate, love, emo, cool, day dreaming, dizzy, boring.

u said i m cool everytime. That's make many others don dare to approach me. I think that is a good thing to me though. U wan them to approach me? i don think so...

U said im not soft enough. Right, if i soft enough, i m not going to hold ur heart for such a long time.

U said Miri ladies request for too much. Right, why dont u think n confess to urself that u are unable to give?

Come on, we see things beautiful n keep on imagine when there's a distance between us.

If we are too close to know each other, u only see the ugly sides and if u love, u won care so much, u just love.

Im who im .... who cares about u? u love me? come !~ i love u then. U don love me? jus go away. I hav no reason to listen for so many excuses.

and u are blocking my way of my journey... to my true love. I won care ages, distance and watever fucking excuses. true love is my destination. The only thing which motivate me from now on! i trust myself that i can find it.

I dun ecpect he find me first or i find him. We'll just meet up at the middle point. i believe in it.

So, I lvoe you? Not bad... the answer is not the answer. (finger crossed^^)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人,
因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位,没房、没车、没事业,不能独立又不想依赖,挣扎着彷徨着,寻找自己的位置!
而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候;
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人,
因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”,
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂;
二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年;
二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜,
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜;
二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负,
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信;
二十多岁的男人不懂爱,不会爱却需要爱,
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱,需要关怀,却要付出呵护付出关怀;
二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业,但有欲望
而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再;
女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华,这时她的心地最善良,她有点成熟,又有点孩子气。
男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子,那一定要珍惜她,因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子!!!
女孩只要陪他走过,女孩会永远幸福下去~~~
当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时,请男孩不要烦恼女孩,因为她们有道理这样,我们没理由烦恼,我们要做的就是很理解很理解,保护好这位天使,等我们到了30岁,正当我们最美丽的时候,也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使!!! 二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩.
当他们三十多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,但不再年轻的女人.
有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.
有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.
男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道,
原来洋葱是没有心的.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Where's rainbow Ends

CECILIA作品

到现在,我还是不能体会那些所说的“当你们不能再相爱,让你爱的他飞,你会比他更开心”

我发现我买的书名都和你有关系。

当我看完这本书,缘分还真的很难明白。

两人,不同的世界,不同背景,好朋友的关系是唯一可以解释他们的关系。

两人的时间永远错误。

电邮是他们沟通的通道。

两人各自遇见心跳的对象,路人。

两人都对对方的另一半很有意见。

两人参加了对方的婚宴,两人都以为心中的醋意是因为好友不再是他/她一个人的。

两人都有了孩子,一个家。

间中在电邮里的争执,都是为对方着想。但很快地,无条件的原谅。

两人都明白对方在自己的心里的位置。

两人生活的步骤让对方以为好朋友是维持两人关系的最好名词。

直到大家什么都经历时, 婚姻的离异,孩子们的重要,心灵的需要已经是50岁。

两人在对方心中的位置只有越来越高。

缘分是在十岁同班一前一后桌子的距离。

缘分却在40年中徘徊。

“I'm Sorry..." 是他在从另一个国度飞奔到她一直等他的地方对她说的第一句话。

一切对他们来说都不迟!时间刚刚好。

天知道。

我只知道,我会接受上天为我安排的一切。

你说你换了辆两人座的跑车,嫌你黑色的太多空位,因为我有了白色休闲车靠。

你说你想换了016号码,嫌你每次都得带2架手机麻烦,016没有响过,因为我用016。

你问了我的意见。

你终于可以拥有你一直以来的跑车,但是你选2人座。我没敢说什么。你说我要去哪,缺车 你一定会出现。

你还是拿着两架手机。我没敢说什么。因为我感受的是无私。

谢谢你让我有个无私的避风港。

跑步时, 你说希望我们会想那在吊桥中间相遇的老伯和阿嬷那样聊天。

你知道的,我一直在这里。










God Knows

Have u ever think that you are a super star?

Who showing bright n briliant at the center.

Who everyone obey n follow.

What u do n think are always right?

This world is just like tat. There's not specific qualification to be a superstar!

Of cox, u hav to be atleast pretty, nice voice perhaps, hot body, angel face, or hansome? tall and strong in the past because u are the star! people admire u! and all ppl are looking at you!

Now, u might not be tat sexy hot pretty n handsome. Did u notice that? ugly, unique and weird ppl can be a superstar nowadays!
and there are a lot of them...


It might be a good news for some of us, but their lives are more miserable n tough compare to others...

That's is no point that u have a pretty face, brilliant mind sexy hot body handsome tall clver or watever. The important thing is are u attractive??!

If u are attractive enough to let others to pay attention on you! That's the beginning

NO matter u are in actress or business or study! all these are the same.

haha.....you all being fooled u know tat?

ok...listen, my beloved buddies!

Try to be as attractive as u can! this world is looking at outside built up ONLY in first sight and normally they already determined what kind of personalities do u hav by glanced through ur appearance.

Dont blame ppl la, we also act tat usually rite?

Of coz i m not asking u wearing luxurious branded stuff but if u can, why not?!

Try to cut a nice hairstyle, try latest low hip skinny jeans,try to learn relax and not work hard all the time! try to walk out in u own style and ur own attitude!!!!

Don be an idiot hardworking doing work and let ur boss relax! shit.! they can relax jsu becox of ur hard work! and u deserve the " relax time" not him.

See...i m talking crap again!
Bla bla bla.... can i sing like Jasmine and Aladdin on the magic mat " The Whole New World" one day where my prince charming wait me outside my window?!

God knows...


Sunday, September 6, 2009

颠倒的短短3天

天啊!~

一份好工还真的是可遇不可求啊。 原本以为找到有好发展的工。结果被老板荷兰!

老板说到我天上有地下无,多么聪明,多么有才华的!我才不吃这一套!

说送我去训练!迟迟不要确认!我申请做文职的,偏偏要我做SALES!

星期4去应征,马上录取,星期天去KL TRAINING。我是没问题 但是你们也太没诚意了吧!

什么都敷衍我就算了,星期六就说我不适合SALES 了, 要我做ADMIN? 天啊! 要不是你们ADMIN 有问题,会叫我做ADMIN?

说的自己几有经验!原来还不是这样! 不行!

短短3天, 那么多的不肯定,薪水不肯定,工作时间不懂,我要做什么不懂,那么多的最后一分钟!

UNCLE!~ 不要以你那老油条的思想,自以为是,才第三天就说我的爸爸怎样, 男友怎样!拜托我的私事管你屁事!

最后是我炒你先!慢慢用你所谓的经验慢慢找你的伯乐吧!

讲到最后 你们这些肤浅的家伙如果不是看我有几两重,你们会那么客气说话?

朋友们,做工不是为了打发时间,如果不是为钱?骗人!时间,薪水,要做些什么一定要弄清楚,不要被那些贪小便宜的老板得逞!

不要以为老板人好,就对他说完你的东西,永远要惕防!永远要为自己留一张牌!

反正我不等钱用!炒你就炒你!老爸说挺我!我开心就好!做工也要做的开心。

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Rainning !~

Early in the morning started to rain til evening. The rain drops plus the strong wind make me looked mess up with my formal wear, documents and a camel colour handag. yeah.i went for interview this morning, wat post? yet, it's a secret. I will tel u all when they ring me up.

i sms and asked u :" black or grey?" i knew u were busy but i jus wan to know black or grey. U replied " Black." Cool. that's why i wore black today for interview. =) hope it works! ok...

Raining day can u see me? yes i can.

Besty told me she is getting married after work. We reached the age already?! no... it depends. i m a bit afraid when ppl asking when i gonna marry. i cant answer. Besty pointed out i haven found my true love...

i always believe that there's "true love" such thing, but in fact wat i saw in the society were exactly nothing do with true love. besty always wanting to prove to me, but i already lost faith in it. I cant say whether she is lucky or not, because her first love is her future husband, the one we always know. She never ever touched the other guys who is better than him, who knows? i cant say like tat in front of her because as we all know he is the whole world for her. Gal, i admire u. We three have to be happy ever after alright?

U cant have both, u cant be greedy on love this thing. U said to me once.

Juliet and Romeo?? They only famous when they are dead. R u going to be one of them?

Raining again...