爱哭的我
最近的我很容易就哭，电视只要感动一点的我的眼泪就不能控制。老妈说我变温柔，所以心地没那么硬，女性荷尔蒙突增哈哈哈。。。不错的笑点。
我也发觉我变得很容易哭。以前的我，说真的很冷。但是你还不是一样爱上我了？
爱这种东西从来没有简单过。
我期待的两种：
一，一见钟情
二，日久生情
一见钟情，我没有试过。每次看书，看戏让我觉得一见钟情是那么难的的事。天大地大，要他一眼就喜欢你，你一眼也看上他的真的很可贵， 光听就很浪漫。
日久生情，我的初恋就是。 后来的都是被感动的吧。
在我空虚的时候，你不能在我旁边的时候，寂寞的时候，老妈总在我的身边陪着我。
情人可能吵架，就算多甜蜜， 分手后，就像陌生人。
工作迟回家，她担心，就会开好篱笆门让我不用下车开门。知道我工作被欺负，在车外用两只手指拉开笑脸提醒我当时的苦瓜脸。
陪我吃晚饭，问我的工作，做我的发泄桶。当然我只是发牢骚而已。
有时看我为情所困，她帮不了，一句我的乖女儿， 一个拥抱。胜过其他。
老妈每次都说，她的女儿每个都很漂亮，聪明。她自己打骂可以，就是不能给别人欺负。 她对女儿是百分百信任。
有什么事，她一定支持我。因为她了解我。
有时间我一定陪你，以便将来我不会 后悔。
老妈，你有我。
Right.... Time flies... shoooohhhh now already end of march.. then april then may... and when is my holiday?
Started to feel Stress... u know... when there are ppl working together... there are stress. not because of the work most of the time, but mainly between ppl. Each and every one of us grow up in different places and environments. What we used to do....see and learn since we were small are all totally different. Some tot these are right... some tot these are not. So, in the end we did it and we are all not comfortable with it. and there's the stress grow.
Well, sometimes i was jus stopped in the middle of the staircase when nobody is around and take a deep deep breathe... then continue walk to my own office. Sometimes i go into toilet and use lots of hand wash to wash my hands over and over again. When really stress, i wil shout so so so loud when i got into my car from work. Nobody will hear it.
But, i appreciate that. That make me grow into someone stronger. Frens, never try to surrender. Show them we are new generation with new ways to survive. Yes, we are!
Yes, i m gonna make myself more confident, prettier, slimmer, and outstanding... yesyesyesyes!
I deserve better... and my plan started!
WAT A WORLD....
Hey... long time no see....how are you? " I think we all most probably will say tat when u meet with those who u really din see for a while or quite a long time. But there's a guy who always say hi morning, how are you? long time no see. oh fuck.... it's annoying..!
Now i know why the course book mentioned that same repeating routine of work will keep worker boring and no challenges and no productive at all in the end. U know why? atleast i m doing the same routine work. Yeah i know...this is the way i choose i need to follow the flow.... so hey! pls be patient alright. ...yes patient....
Sometimes i jus couldnt believe that i can do such things.... i tot i will never forgive... but i forgave. Cox these all were what i was thinking and pointing at... i never tot of other ppl. Maybe is my excuses...
Frens out there, u know i miss you all damn lots?
a hug will do. Pls giv me a hug...maybe hugs? i need a warm one... frehshit hug!
