Wednesday, May 27, 2009

今晚, 我泡了浓浓的咖啡。 我爱咖啡, 我喜欢咖啡在我的旁边。 即使不喝咖啡, 香气就很让我安心。 我一路来都需要安全感。就很想我为什么会选你一样。=〕

今天有群小小学生来参观。没太大的感觉。看着他们,就觉得人心真的很可怕。 一群天真的,一直到他们长大有着不同的故事。这太奇妙了对吗?哈哈哈 。。。

昨晚遇见朋友们,很高兴。很久没聚了。朋友难找, 好朋友更难找!尤其是会骂你臭话的朋友是几稀有的罗。。。哈哈哈你们啊,不要怀疑你们在我心中的位置。

好久没和老妹逛街,去选礼物了。我们一起买了一本一看就中意的书。这是为什么我今晚泡咖啡的原因之一。看完荣借我的书,我知道也了解许多。谢谢你朋友!

日子一工作就很充实,很象时间不够用。上网了,陪老妈的时间变少了,一整天在外,唯有看电视时, 和老爸老妈聊天,按摩按摩。时间到,拿起书来翻没几页,体力不能再撑了。

最近的心情大起大落。因为忘不了, 所以宁愿把那个人想得坏一点。这是我从书里看到的。努力的把一个人想得坏一点却发现他并没那么坏。为了让自己舍得, 宁愿把一切涂黑, 结果却在涂黑的时候看见了抹不掉的彩色。 原来, 只会更舍不得他的好。想彻底的恨,才发现自己那样不成器。

明天我起身第一件事我想好了。“世界你好!”

Sunday, May 24, 2009

haha.... wat a extra ordinary sat !!! i woke up at 4 in the morning and went to office in 5 morning. ahaha.... There was a golf tournament!

Abit of exciting! ... never though of having the special experience. =)

em... this week past quite fast. Today already Sunday. Tomorow have to start working again. Tomorow i will hav another crzy lady join in my working place. haha.... exciting again!
atleast i can scold damn..fuck...jibailu...come on...release anger...release stress!

even though i hav to check on figure everyday in my computer everyday.. i m concentrate i know. i m carefully work on my jobs. and i m putting effort.

Just tat, i stil making mistakes. I should be more careful. go go go!

shit! I eat a lot of thigns .. and tried a lot of things recently. and guess wat? i m gaining weight!

f8ck...

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Long time din update my blog already.

What i can say for this week is this world is just so so so small...

Don think other ppl don know about u.... they do!

haha... is a good thing if u behave but as if u did wrong thing, ur bad things will spread all around the world!

I hav learnt smth this week. I need to continue on putting effort in my work.

And i realised that i don know how to communicate ppl well. Especially when i m in the unknown circles.

Be brave, be lovely, be caring, be understanding....

i must.

give me some time....

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Happy Birthday to Me!~

Ask i said. I was a bit scared of my birthday this year. Maybe the age plus 1? or maybe some others that i m not willing to confront.

This year birthday, all began with my working life. With New environment, New friends, new hair style and new mind set. These are all good things though.

From the morning, my hp switched it to silent mode jus be low profile in the office. hahaha.... until i missed a call that i was waiting. Anyway, Thanks.

I got all the warmest greetings from all dearest frens even those tat i couldnt expect they know my birthday! wah lao.....Grateful and Thanks for those sms, msg and emails. I love u all.

Jazz Festival has been organised in my town every year on my birthday. But i never really go in and see wats was happening. But, this year different, i was there!
Honestly, the bands are great! but, for me, depends la... i like the one from Sabah with a guitar player called Roger?!
wow.... so nice. The rest not bad too, but jus tat no place for me to sit and hav to stand for the whole night there... haha....

Well.... my birthday wishes.... i made in the early morning! Hope it does really out with all the power of you ppl greeting. Hope so! it a must !

one word.. exhausted for my birthday. but my heart stil dancing inside for more.

Happy Birthday Bitch! xoxo

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Today is my sec day or wokring in a new environment. Why i choose this place to be my training working place? hmmmm....i think the environment is the biggest issue.! =)

The place is big enough that make me lost within the area. haha... is a great exercise though.

First day, just help up copped all the charity coupons and deal with all departments. Quite happy cox all the officers in my department are nice.

TOday then i realised what are dozen of work... my table ful of document and cannot even see my compnter and places to put my bottle.

haha.... but happy to learn things. =)

Please....tomoro let me learn new things and bring me to happiness

i appreciate each of the day

Thanks mum.... ping, Chin, Nee, yee, sin nui, yuan and my lovely dad.

i love u all....

I m so so so happy with the great grand lunch u prepared! gan tong a!!

haha

Friday, May 1, 2009

wat a happy day!!! but u were not here so there were some marks deducted for the day=)

I know u are working for the whole day n night. i love u... =)

Finally i found a job and i start it on Monday!

Please pray for me. i think and i will do my job well. I jus hope tat my department team are all very nice ppl... very friendly n helpful!!! please!~

hahaha....

God can u hear me? i know u are listening.

and please answer his prayer too.

Thanks god.

i love u too...

Maybe god is not working today ( Labour Day) lol!~~

Gambateh gudasai! OOOOooooosh!