two weeks i din upload my blog. After training, i was busy with report and presentation.
HOnestly, i was very enjoy dong report and assignment with my frens in college. We were discussing, talking, laughing, playing, concentrating and doing all the non sense sometime for example some idiots using choc to cover the tooth ...lol... sounds so stupid right? haha...
ok...finally we reached the presentation day,! all of us so punctual this time but the college stil not yet open! haha....funny rite? some idionts jus sit outside waiting for lec. luckily, the wearther was not so humid otherwise i really fuckkkkkk!
the first in our presentation was not fully prepared. HE was FAILED for his presntation and perhaps he might need to repeat his whole training...or maybe there's some negotiation between him and lec>?? no idea. But, it really shocked me and a bt pressure to me la... ahah....because i m the third presentor. =)
Long time dn go up stage for presentation, i think this time i ws bit nervous though... lol luckily i stil manage to capture everyone attention, which is a good thing for me because thats mean thy are listening to me. hehe...
3 of us did very well... so happy...and relief.
but, i think there would be more fun if gwen and lee were there with us.
Frens there, i will forget those time =). Love ya al....shit geng... stay tuned.!
今天在家发霉，哈哈哈。不过阿，其实还蛮享受空闲的时候。
听听音乐，才发现有很多新的歌，歌手。
整理房间，才发现我有的宝还不少。
看看偶像剧， 才知道我还会一边追， 一边在被里哭的死去活来的。
玩玩游戏，才知道我不是普通的迟钝。
哈哈哈。。。 原来我一直活在自己的世界。
醒来吧！难怪人家说，休息是为了更长远的路。
好想去旅行哦。。。。
上一次的旅行是失恋后，和家人去的。
昨天和朋友们吃午餐，大家都有些的改变。看来我们大家有自己的一套。
嘻嘻哈哈地，又过了一天。朋友们，只要你们高兴就好 =）
The last day
Today is 11th of July. It was my last day in my training place. Abit of feeling sad abit of messy feeling lo... don know how to say.
Raining for the half day, very strong wind very heavy rain.
i like tat. i like the cold cold weather.
Thanks for all the teaching and all the sincere friendship i had met. I will miss you all. Honestly!~
Like to talk to fren, get to know ppl more and let ppl und me more.
haha... i m happy because i tot i was suffering for the decision i had made. But i was wrong, i knew is you. Thanks for waiting me and be patient to me and accepted me. And yet stil treat me so so so good.
when my buddy asked me, do u still think of him? how's ur feeling whrn he stil sms u?
I told her not at all, just being a gentlelady to a good fren. That's it.
=) wat a lovely day. I wil acc you for the pizza. ok? muaks
M y Feeling
Today, i had no idea wat to wear to office. Hope ican get an uniform so i no need to think about wat to wear. =)
Short hair really suit me, honestly.
Complicated feeling, I m stil considered blur in doing things. What am i thinking? I know my eyes are dry , and even blur sometimes, but i put eyedrops already, should be no prob.
I was look like clumsy, idiot and useless sometimes. OH.... i hate the feeling like tat. Now, i m a trainee, BUt, when i become permanent staff, there are no more excuses.... mistakes? = wasting money n time.
i keep on telling myself to do thing good. BUt, when i saw my collegue rather ding themselves also won ask me to do for them for some key in stuff. I felt sad and pretend jus normal... That;s mean i should change and become more alert.
I will.
I wan to continue with my study. For the moment, there's not enough for me and for the jobs.
Everyone is moving forward, so do i.
seeing my buddy taking picture, drawing out her innovative thinking. I just realised tat i forgot my own, myself.
I forgot wat i really like, really wan and really looking for.
People says these or that are good, then i move to that direction.
Is tat all i wan? i wonder...
I have to plan morre detail.
ok... normally we see people so good, so nice, with good family, frens, parties, experiences, stories and jobs.
Actually we only see the appearance only.
They are problems, troubles, things to overcome too. Just tat we don kow n never ask. Or maybe they don show them out.
so, we no need too admire or looking forward of the other ppl life styles.
why don't we make our own interesting rather than wasting ur time looking at ppl?
Tat's wat i think. How about you?
Long long time din update my blog already.
Im now doing white mask while typing my blog... haha..
em... since last week helped up with the big function even though i was jus a small tiny helper in the kitchen. But i saw and learnt a lot of things. I never though that kitchens are sucj big!!! and the dishes oh my god...i wonder i stil hav the appetide to have dinner in big function which i mean the function is over 500 tables!
i met with a lof of ppl too... i talked to them... exchange opinions, fool around all the area with my bestties.
But i was quite disappointed. Because i was not so concentrate? i guess...
I did some mistakes, emm... no cant use "some". I mean quite a lot!!! I was blur or wat? i was not like tat. apu.... I feel like my eyes getting blur and blur... so my dear bought me the eyedrops and eyeswash liquid whch only helped a little bit.
I keyed insome wrong figures, key in some wrong info... and some data i din save at all... shit... it's quite a big mistake especially in acount department u know.
BUt BUt BUt.... my collegues were all so so so nice and they just laught and teased that i was totally blur!~ well, i was guilty atleast and i blamed myself already.
So, now i was 100% concentrate, double check with my works and wat? forgot.... see! i m blur! shit.
ok... next week is my last week! Wats the feeling i having now? hard to describe... a bithappy cox i finished my training. Sad? maybe i mixed with those collegues almost all thedepartments included kitchen. haha... they asked me whther wan to stay and become a permanent staff or not. I was thinking... and wanted to apply as well. But nw my answer is strong ly no... i wan to try at the other places. In other word, i wan to explore more in myself. See where is my standard is.
One of my close fren is getting marry soon... he sms me says :" joey! do u know that today is our 3rd anniversary of knowing each other?" fuck.... i was so impressed and touched. oh my my....i never realised i m such an important fren to him til he wil count and remember the day we know each other... do u know how i feel? haha...
and then
" so, i was registered with my gf this afternoon. and now ur a sok can say hav a wife already!~"
a sok=my good fren
wat the heal is tat... register on our anniversary day?!!! hahaha.... fuuny guy.
But anywhere, i was so so so happy... like i m the one who is going to marry. His weeding will be held on dec this year. So, i m absoltely there!
hmmm.... need to prepare ang pow? or present? oh fuck.... i m growing old... and reaching the age into the society the actual living world. pakto.... working.... marry.... working... giv birth...sick.... blaming.... quarreling.... happy.... make love...eating...shitting... haha.. bla..
I jus hope that i m happy... and healthy. to those around me too... so frens out there! do u hear that? behave..
ok... my mask dried already , time t wash off and out on lotion.
God, can u hear me? Even though i m a free thinker, but sometimes i did pray to u...
