Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The weather is hot hoT HOTTTT!!!!

and tats why all the people mood followed to be hot too!

I cant wait jus like tat at home.. i must action! Damn... Jus a call is tat so difficult?

I might not understand what they think, guess this is the way the world keep on moving!

Why this world hav to work out in this way?

Why everyone deal with the word " MONEY"??

All of the things related to the money!!!!! What the hell who was money invented!

who say we must treat those rich ppl differently? they are also same with us.

then why the poor people hv no right to say anything? anything...

Ths world is so emo.... gosh.... everyone says rich without love without wisdom is useless.

But, they work out in other way round! crap!

oh my god. i released my anger here. (stop)

Now, return to the reality... tats the world ... Thats the life...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Today my mum was so soo geram... don know why...

My day today was a bit relax but not really in fact...

Finaly he back to his kingdom...

And i need to put more effort now

May is coming.... i don wan may come....

wat am i afraid of?

i cant tel...

im just scare. im happy. but whenever happy things, there will be a bad thing happen.

I rather everything normal...

May don come please. i beg!!!

TOmorrow need to apply more places. more chances for me to choose.

good luck come to me pls. I need to change myself. CHANGE!~

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Today having my 1st day of period. wah lao...too tired but have to ac mum go out do things a while. but turn out shopping in the end. Parkson again... I don dare to walk past for the place tat i last saw u. It makes me think of u all of a sudden. PPl says, it's easier to hate a ppl rather to forget them. I cant do it and i think this is the reason why i couldnt forgot about you.

i heard that, u are gonna flying off again tomoro. Im sure and i ve no idea about ur great future and definitely i m not at the top of ur priority list anymore. It's a good thing atleast u are not suffering anymore.

If we were able get together, it's a miracle.

THey says the things u never or u cant able to get will always be the best memories in life.

I don agree.

I forgive u from time to time jus tat u never realise. maybe i m a fool, i will forgive u again.
may god bless u all the way.
I also don care wat are u thinking, wat are u doing, wat are u chasing for life now.
As long as u are healthy n safely.
Behave wa

Monday, April 20, 2009

心中的涟漪

是时候把你琐在心里, 然后把那把钥匙熔了。 永远藏起来。

我需要的是时间, 受伤也得吃药才会好, 更何况这没要吃的病。

在下次遇见你的时候, 不在逃避而是大方对你微笑。

我以为我可以, 但是我欠缺的是勇气。

知己说的对, 是时候面对。

幸福的那位仍宽宏的接纳丑陋的我。

加油。。。

Friday, April 10, 2009

天气的变化, 让我越觉得这人啊!~ 也变化无常!

上半年的我和下一刻的我有着很大的不同

思考的东西一样,结论却很不同。。。

有时觉得我要的东西很明确,

有时觉得我要的是真正我要的吗?

有时我觉得人嘛大方一点祝福别人,

但是我的内心却不能。

你们的消息我一点都不想知道,

说我忍心, 绝情不够大方,

是我就是这样, 因为我不想你们的好,

不想有那么一点的后悔

只能一直想你们的坏好让我可以不在想念。

人说, 新的恋情不是疗伤的吗?

我怎么感觉伤上加伤。

天上的乌云怎么有散了?

太阳不要太大。。。

下个月是我一年最怕的一个月,

让我不知所措的一个月,

时间可以跳过那一天吗?求求你。。。

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

感动



在爸背生病的我在旅行的当中到处找医生



在生病的时候老妈的营养早餐



在被人欺负的时候


在受委屈的时候


你们充当我的听众


在我需要帮助的时候,失去方向感,


你不厌其烦的作我的避风港


说远不远, 说近不进的路途,


每次的相处都让你雀跃,


我才知道所谓无名的感动。。。

Saturday, April 4, 2009

It's a cruel world.

this is conclusion for the place that im living in (put away love family n friends)

I cant see obviously in my future. Im totally blur about it. Should i go this way or tat way? i wonder...

One thing tat i know is tat i must do a decision.

You tell me don be afraid of making decision. Noone will determine wats the right or the wrong one. It depends on your thinking.

Im sorry for being a timid character

thankful to u for such a patient company beside me all the way.

Im so touch and i know the best decison that i ever made is you. Perhaps...

Finally ...

Raining day make u think of me. yes, I hope raining everyday ...

i don know why i love raining so much. I sweat alot, and raining cold weather make me don sweat a lot. is tat called a reason why?

I just love raining day. No reason.

Raining day bring u to me.

It's so lovely.

U will never know.