Monday, December 28, 2009

世界的中心

整个月,我飞了两次。

每次飞机的起飞, 每次的心情都不一样。超没安全感。

不同的城市,不同的人,不同的习惯,就连呼吸的空气也似乎有点不同的味道。

每次我到了一个城市,我都希望我的你在旁边。所以特别羡慕可以 一起去旅行的情侣。

但是碍于老妈不点头,所以不可以孤男寡女一起出门。 要不然,就是刚分手,朋友所谓的散心。要不然,就在空窗期。哈哈。。。

人多的地方,到处都是假面具!天啊。形形色色的面具都有。最假的就是销售员。面具根本就是他们的饭碗。 我怎能这样说他们呢?人们就是喜欢听好听的。他们就负责说好听的,让销售提高来赚吃有错吗?也许这也是一门艺术.

感慨这世界的沉沦。没有办法, 我觉得,与其在这里埋怨,倒不如,想办法适应。

朋友你们如果觉得我变得太“世界女子”记得提醒我!

朋友们我买了手信。不是什么贵东西,只希望你们看到我买的手信你会想起我。=)

朋友你们的位置, 不容许你们质疑!没有变过!我还是我,是更有爆发力 的我!






Sunday, December 6, 2009

迷路的我

不明白为什么我就是很敏感。自从发生了那件事,我变得越来越敏感!

我以为我很潇洒的,我以为我不是一般女生那么脆弱, 那么经不起考验。

但是,我并没有 那么强。我想我应该更强的。

告诉自己不要想太多,但是身边太多的借镜,让我很害怕。 什么事都第一个想到就是背叛。

我真的需要安全感。可能我太空闲? 还是看太多的戏?

如果 我一昧的指责你, 我觉得对你太不公平了。

你会背叛我吗?

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

U all finally back!~

i M happy today!~.

even though i still waiting for an important call tat makes me nervous til i cant really sit!

and a ring up by a little gal brought me surprise! yeah... my fren u are back! A mother bear hug for u~ muaks

The time we stick together become less n less... u are going back to aus soon and guess wat. Uare back not even for one month! oh gosh...

Kam mao is really getting marry soon, i sense it! i smell i swear!

and shen nu is back for training and soon become a tauke niong also

and I wil get a simple job perhaps earn a bit for savings if i able to find the sky in business.

Oh my god, i gonna plan and do a lot of things! yubby!

i gonna save money go travel with shit frens as i promised... how about mulu?? it sounds great from my sis who jus came back from there with her gang of frens.

i gonna learn my working skills, u know who am i. Do u think i wil always blame by the upper level? i wil be the upper level! *evil*

i gonna plan my path to a sweet harmony home for myself. and yet. i m stil searching for the starting and the contents to put all in it. Counting down... hw about wear my wedding gown with my baby inside? who knows? cool rite? muahahah....cox i saw one mum who get marry with when she is pregnant and it was pretty sweet~

ok... i finished my 1000 puzzles. and i bought a new one again. I've no idea where to put or hang those pictures. But i will keep them....or anyone wan to buy it from me?

so, wats next ? ....