太阳和月亮
身边的朋友，发了疯，这个结婚那个结婚。干吗？
感觉很像才刚刚出社会，没多久就结婚了！~
可能他们真的觉得身边的那个他真的就是唯一。
茫茫人海，我还是漂浮着。身边有个他， 说服自己，是自我安慰吗？
真的有人可以舍弃老公儿子， 去追求自己的梦，去到一个大城市，就是要人生体验，不要被老公儿子绑着。 既然意外怀孕，结婚后来说自己还有梦？勇气可嘉！
一次的出国旅行时离婚的导火线。老婆遇上自己的梦中人。
以上的“老婆"是我朋友的前妻。
结婚可以很单纯两个人的事，离婚却不是两个人而已。
我朋友，现在是带着一个儿子的单身汉。对着孩子是满满的爱和愧疚。
爱，儿子对他是她和前妻的结晶。
愧疚，因为没有给他圆满应有的家庭。
也因为这小孩，我给不到，也满足不了对这个单身爸爸的爱。
在我不知道，不认识他时，他已经知道我。他说，他常常在外面吃饭，逛，驾车时会看到我。至道我们在一场聚餐时，我们遇见了。第一次，我完全对他的印象是模糊的。所以我不以为然。
在我大概 忘记这个人的这一段时间，他时常去我学院附近的cafe吃饭，因为他知道我在学院上课，也知道我常哪里吃饭。
我第一次打工， 在一家蛋糕店，遇上他。我 只觉得他非常熟脸。
过后每天的下午，我都看见他，每个礼拜都来买蛋糕，我没打工后，他就没有再来。
他托他的朋友跟我要了email。我给了。
出来吃饭喝茶， 知道他离婚有小孩，我退缩了。后来我有男友。 他也疏远我了。
但是，几乎每个礼拜他都会传简讯给我。我有时想起才回复他。
和男友逛街，遇到他。去银行时遇到他，和妈妈出去遇到他， 和朋友出去也遇到他。
每次约我出去吃饭喝茶，我每次都拒绝。
但是就那么一次， 我心软了。 答应和他在公司的附近喝茶。
就这样，他又在走进我的人生。
我试着和他的孩子玩， 但是不知道为什么，我觉得孩子再怎么样心里一定不会赞同我。
我退缩了。
他是太阳， 而他是月亮。
月亮和太阳，一样重要。
special March
Hi march, nth much improve, nth much to do, really nth much...
First, i made a very important decision, i resigned and fired the Indian boss, Yub... i able to handle stress and i learn things... but i did not extend or enlarge my limit. I think wat i learning next is trying to enlarge and extend my limit... i need to be patient. I realized i still very aggressive, very.
Working life is really realistic, i can only say ppl is selfish in the end. Noone will help u within the same office. I lost.
But, quickly i switched my way out of the hell and try to discovery the whole wide world outside. I m stil fresh and yet "innocent" hahaha... i will try to act like a sponge and absorb non stop.
I thank those who gave me hard words, ignorance and troubles.
but i thank my frens the most! u re always there when i m lost.
One more special fren, i know i've hurt u. U have been a true friend to talk to, U laid out ur hands and hold me tight when i m falling, when i m alone. I realized that love can be so great. The concern u gave, the advice u gave is big difference from what i known as love so far. My love is not consider as love if compare with u. Because of u, i open my eyes widely and accept so many things that i couldn't accept last time. U make me believe that, yeah there are so many possibilities for things to happen. U open my heart actually.
U are down for the past few years, i know.Im great when i heard i make ur life meaningful and cheer u up. Ur frens round wonder wat magic tat making ur life like heaven. Thanks for saying that i m the witch. U never give up for past few years.
U are a successful man, i knw ur life will be better without me. I'm sorry i might not the right person for u. Maybe like wat u said, i m not courage enough to face. I know, i don wan to hurt becox i m not ready for u and Ryan. To me, u are harder to handle than final exam. I still hesitate to take my whole life risk on u to prove that im true. I hope u got wat i mean.
However, I will be the v best friend if u give me a try. I swear. and I really look forward to it.
Thank god, my new ofice jus nice... and flexible. and stress though... cx i start from zero again and facing those unknown. u all enjoying ur work, i m pleased. So Pls remind me to be patient, capable and steady!!!
Hold me tight so tat we don fall down n become even stronger.
Just笑~
Long time din laugh like this. Really love this feeling..
Friendship doesnt mean we need to meet up everytime, do extra thing, or extra care.
Is all talk about from true heart.
I m so lucky to have u , u, u and all of u as my close frens. I really appreciate!
Do u ever feel so exciting when u going to meet ur fren?
When i date G, she always say " J, cant wait to see u tonight, i hav a lot stories to tell u!"
Do u?
C is back to Miri, happy time pass fast especially. It's true! Hvign non stop talking and laughing. I couldnt jus believe tat we going to separate again and we all need to go into different jobs in different places &&&& wait for another time he fly back.
So happy! smiling while sleeping...
i love u all... mang hugs !
你呢？
最近咖啡有点远离我。因为没有好的咖啡豆，嘴巴挑了。（不要打我）
新的一年，我的心愿除了启福的时候记得打小人之外，我也但愿上天保佑我的家人朋友都平安健康。
我变了。很多事，我觉得太固执，太积极，太坚持，换来的不是我想要的。我还是那么热心，但是我得看人。我还是那么好玩，但是我也得看人。 我大方，看对方值得不。
朋友也遇到不同的事，不同的感受，有些我们不能了解，只能分享。
去年的圣诞节，是我第一次在异地，在教堂里度过。心里很平静。
觉得这万物实在太神奇了， 如果每个人都怀着感恩的心该有多好。
我接受新的事物，接受工作带来的无穷变化，也开始觉得挨骂其实不怎么有感觉，也不痛。
有人的地方就有比较，有是非，有争执。
人家说我是非，我听然后不理睬。你耐我何？
比名牌？你还没有看过什么叫大象撒尿！
哈哈哈。
每年一定要和朋友去一个地方玩！哪怕只是个小地方。感觉是很幸福的哦。今年一定要哦。
希望你们不要变太多，要记得当初的我们。
你呢？
For who are always putting effort...
Happy birthday to one of the VIP of my life. We know u have been putting lots of effort to change & upgrade ur life. I know u can... as long as u are happy and feel the fullest of ur life... It worth everything for me to suppport u always!
Yes, we blaming arguing and not satisfied all the while when things doesnt come what we wanted or plan. But this is how things make us happy in th end when we finally did it succesful after overcome all those fucking obstacles.
Thanks for being the partner, the audiance when i sms u guys in the toilet bout those fucking issues make me down. The responses from ur guys always make me feel supported by THE SPARTENS!
which make me continue my journey....
Please don ignore those small small things tat we done. It does make everyone besides us feel differently. Do u feel it? Yes.... i did.
Whenever u guys have prob or wan to find someone to talk to.. my mobile ring and sms...i felt happy... atleast u guys remember me when u are down or miserable. (restricted to u guys only)
haha.... wellwellwell..... i love u guys like the way u guys love me!~
(planning money and our trip in the nearly future.... drinking coffee...)
Happy Birthday butt...
我的时间。
好久没有动笔了。 可能我越来越没有性格了吧。有时我觉得我跟别人都一样虚伪了。
不久前，我每天工作都还蛮有干劲的。但是，太多预测不到的事发生，也怪我还有一颗善良的心， 让人觉得我还不适合上位。 从小大人就说要善良。出来后，每个都叫我要怎么险恶， 怎么射别人。不欺负人，就会被人欺。我一直以为我善良的话，或许当我有一天有事时，他们可以给我一点意见。但是，我太失望 了。没有哪一回事！不过，我还是坚持。
没有人会理你的工作怎样。每天的冷嘲热讽，我有时真的顶不顺。我还是斗不过那些阴招!很难过，又不敢大哭。还记得，有天，老妈看见我哭，叫我不要做了。我还是继续做我的工。
只是，如果以前有人觉得我很酷的 话。你们现在只会觉得我更酷罢了！
我就是这么酷。 看我几时被炒吧！
It's raining outside, the rain i like the most but it also brings disaster to some of ppl... this is fate. I will pray for you guys...
I really miss those days.. especially... haha i know i keep on repeating.. but i really miss you guys!
Honestly, i hate working life... if this world has no "money" this kind of things which related to alll ALLLLL of the things. No need to world... where we are all stil using barter system... ahah... good rite? i like ur gf...lets exchange with ducks. i like your bf... exchange with LV. Think about it. then we all no need to earn money... wow... it's not working out... wake up you!
Sometimes, i thought ppl will think like me. But there;s no such thing. they might be thinking the others. There are so so so many kinds of ppl. Really hard to find a good good ppl to talk to... where u trust and the things u tel will not spread around.
Everyone stress like hell. But, why sometimes i feel like im so free... haha... don know. Maybe my post in the office is the lowest?! Im learning i told myself hav to be patient gal... you got to !
Well Well Well.... i know everyone need to go through this stage.. PAATIENT>...
